Everything you want and everything you simply need

when we die,

when we die we leave this earth the same way we came in.

with nothing.

no jewelery no money

no belonging’s

but don’t forget we came in with life. :)

you kno you fucked up right?

you kno you fucked up right.?

challenging the guy thats stays up and wright’s

trying to find a sound of your own.

boy get gone

before you get owned.

drowned ,

you come drawn with both gun’s out

shows your primitive intellect

your looking like a sad clown.

wanting to diss. but still reciting my lyric’s

get your note’s out

let me teach class. why don’t you sit in.?

try to fit in my shoes, try to change the rules.

the apex predator win’s and people like you loose.

and you used to have the throne huh?

thats what happens when the dog’s come from down under.

and aim anger at your throat bruh.

YOU KNO YOU FUKED UP RIGHT?

blah

im sitting in my room,

chiilin with what used to be my boo

but aye were still coo

we use to kick it in our car ,

and suck on her nipples

and comint fornication

now that she aint mine we kick it in the room aint that some shit.

and i kno we both ask ourselves if its better like this.

and maybe the answer from both of us would be yes.

,we argue about who is a better rapper

and listen yea were what you call hiphoppers

but now im hungry.

and that was just me telling a little story

fuck,.

7,times three,21,felt,body,fucked,raped

7 times three 21 felt body,fumed, raped

call me. but don’t call me a bastard because im not.

you could call me fucked up because i was abused in my childhood years.

i got touched by a man when i was only 7

you multiply that by three he was twentyone

he touched my body he fuked he raped.

a kid.

and in school people taught i was the fool„, lighting up

joint’s escaping from reality,trying to forget about my childhood tragedy,

once i spoke about it. everyone just stared at me

whispered behind my back

as i wondered what a knife through my veins would feel like.

because it felt like a knife when my friends talked behind my back.

7, times 3 equal 21 touched, raped fucked ,loved

what

fuked ,raped a kid, sevn twenty one.

rape rape rape rape rape rape rappe rape rap rpe

life..

and as i grew older i found a woman that i could love

that  let me fuck tha i shared everysecret until,

i said i got touched when i was seven he was twenty one he touched he raped

me i was a kid to the world how could a child deserve it.

it just aint common sense

she look 

she had a blank stare  like she didn’t kno what to

do with no emotion she replied i kno what it feels like

with the angr in me i yelled at the top of my lungs you don’t kno shit about me.

or my life. was it how she reacted or was it me.

but i said this was the only secret that i help from this relationship

but we stayed coo she knew how to calm me down.

but once we bumped heads.

she brought it up and blamed my actions and how i acted

on that one thing witch was.

when i was little.

i got.

fucked,raped,i was 7 he was 21 he touched  hit me on the head and he fuked

fuked ,raped. i was seven 

don’t you understand.

fuked raped 7 and he was 21 he touched raped .

raped raped raped. touched me and raped.

so we broke apart she didn’t feel my pain 

she just felt my dick

fucking her brains out because it was a high that she gave me.

but i got touched i was seven he was twenty one.

he knoked me sensles i woke out not knowing what the fuk happend

he fucked, raped me

i was seven now  nineteen held the secret from my family

one i spoke out.

now he is

fucking lost

claims he found god claims he changed but to me hell be unforgiving for the shit that he did

he screams at night for help

for god to help him escape from the nightmares that he get’s

because demon’s terrorize him

.but i grew from it built confidence and cut of the loose ends

my exfriends that talked behind my back

that one man that was my own blood that touched me when i was sven and he was twenty one witchwas. my older cousin

you call me crazy

how did i grow from frm this experience.

but you call me a psychopath or whatever you like,

but just know this is just the beginning.

FREEVERSEALEXANDER PELAYO! share and tell me what you thinK

we will,

carry things in our brain,

keep them in as we go insane

stay up late,

as we wright

yea that’s a human’s life.

as every breath that comes in.

we sit and doubt.

we question each other. as we  don’t even kno the answers. to whats the next thing thats gonna happen to us next.

we fool around 

we blink we let our imagination run wild as our mom’s speak’s

we fight we choose

we win we loose.

we cry we smile.

every generation has there own different style.

now what is ours,?

or what is mine

thats just a selfish mind.

creeping into imagination of ruling the world, taking over people destroying society on the other side of the world. its nothing but cruelty, 

but we sit and think

fight about if it’s real or if its just some fake shit.

now that i spoke ill leave you with this.

i could give a fuck about n e thing. i came alone ill die alone.

i brought myself up when i was token of my throne.

u stole shit that was mine.

but in the end. you’ll realize.

that if you take from me. youl be living your life as one big lie

PEACE..

here we go.

you could, you could, but you aint me,

you could,

but the difference is i aint nameless

your hating on me because im something your not.

and now you have a problem with me.

because we used to work the same 9 to 5 and now

your paying listening to me.?

you said i couldn’t doit while i was rolling dough balls

and putting pepperoni on that pizza.

you said. i couldn’t. achieve any of my dreams

but now you look at me  bitch im a king 

im achieving my dreams what you taught i wouldn’t make. it.

you said i wanna do too much i said it wasn’t enough.

now i rap and wright freely and poetically ,

take pictures, yea i do photography

and im designing bitch now who is gone stop me.?

who said i couldn’t doit all? 

who said i coultn doit all?

who said i couldn’t doit all?