CARE TO join me on this wonderful adventure of a music playing genius with a mathematician mindset but exchanging math for words video making photograph taking dreams of making it NOVELIST. hello welcome.
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when we die we leave this earth the same way we came in.
no jewelery no money
but don’t forget we came in with life. :)
you kno you fucked up right.?
challenging the guy thats stays up and wright’s
trying to find a sound of your own.
boy get gone
before you get owned.
you come drawn with both gun’s out
shows your primitive intellect
your looking like a sad clown.
wanting to diss. but still reciting my lyric’s
get your note’s out
let me teach class. why don’t you sit in.?
try to fit in my shoes, try to change the rules.
the apex predator win’s and people like you loose.
and you used to have the throne huh?
thats what happens when the dog’s come from down under.
and aim anger at your throat bruh.
YOU KNO YOU FUKED UP RIGHT?
im sitting in my room,
chiilin with what used to be my boo
but aye were still coo
we use to kick it in our car ,
and suck on her nipples
and comint fornication
now that she aint mine we kick it in the room aint that some shit.
and i kno we both ask ourselves if its better like this.
and maybe the answer from both of us would be yes.
,we argue about who is a better rapper
and listen yea were what you call hiphoppers
but now im hungry.
and that was just me telling a little story
7 times three 21 felt body,fumed, raped
call me. but don’t call me a bastard because im not.
you could call me fucked up because i was abused in my childhood years.
i got touched by a man when i was only 7
you multiply that by three he was twentyone
he touched my body he fuked he raped.
and in school people taught i was the fool„, lighting up
joint’s escaping from reality,trying to forget about my childhood tragedy,
once i spoke about it. everyone just stared at me
whispered behind my back
as i wondered what a knife through my veins would feel like.
because it felt like a knife when my friends talked behind my back.
7, times 3 equal 21 touched, raped fucked ,loved
fuked ,raped a kid, sevn twenty one.
rape rape rape rape rape rape rappe rape rap rpe
and as i grew older i found a woman that i could love
that let me fuck tha i shared everysecret until,
i said i got touched when i was seven he was twenty one he touched he raped
me i was a kid to the world how could a child deserve it.
it just aint common sense
she had a blank stare like she didn’t kno what to
do with no emotion she replied i kno what it feels like
with the angr in me i yelled at the top of my lungs you don’t kno shit about me.
or my life. was it how she reacted or was it me.
but i said this was the only secret that i help from this relationship
but we stayed coo she knew how to calm me down.
but once we bumped heads.
she brought it up and blamed my actions and how i acted
on that one thing witch was.
when i was little.
fucked,raped,i was 7 he was 21 he touched hit me on the head and he fuked
fuked ,raped. i was seven
don’t you understand.
fuked raped 7 and he was 21 he touched raped .
raped raped raped. touched me and raped.
so we broke apart she didn’t feel my pain
she just felt my dick
fucking her brains out because it was a high that she gave me.
but i got touched i was seven he was twenty one.
he knoked me sensles i woke out not knowing what the fuk happend
he fucked, raped me
i was seven now nineteen held the secret from my family
one i spoke out.
now he is
claims he found god claims he changed but to me hell be unforgiving for the shit that he did
he screams at night for help
for god to help him escape from the nightmares that he get’s
because demon’s terrorize him
.but i grew from it built confidence and cut of the loose ends
my exfriends that talked behind my back
that one man that was my own blood that touched me when i was sven and he was twenty one witchwas. my older cousin
you call me crazy
how did i grow from frm this experience.
but you call me a psychopath or whatever you like,
but just know this is just the beginning.
carry things in our brain,
keep them in as we go insane
stay up late,
as we wright
yea that’s a human’s life.
as every breath that comes in.
we sit and doubt.
we question each other. as we don’t even kno the answers. to whats the next thing thats gonna happen to us next.
we fool around
we blink we let our imagination run wild as our mom’s speak’s
we fight we choose
we win we loose.
we cry we smile.
every generation has there own different style.
now what is ours,?
or what is mine
thats just a selfish mind.
creeping into imagination of ruling the world, taking over people destroying society on the other side of the world. its nothing but cruelty,
but we sit and think
fight about if it’s real or if its just some fake shit.
now that i spoke ill leave you with this.
i could give a fuck about n e thing. i came alone ill die alone.
i brought myself up when i was token of my throne.
u stole shit that was mine.
but in the end. you’ll realize.
that if you take from me. youl be living your life as one big lie
you could, you could, but you aint me,
but the difference is i aint nameless
your hating on me because im something your not.
and now you have a problem with me.
because we used to work the same 9 to 5 and now
your paying listening to me.?
you said i couldn’t doit while i was rolling dough balls
and putting pepperoni on that pizza.
you said. i couldn’t. achieve any of my dreams
but now you look at me bitch im a king
im achieving my dreams what you taught i wouldn’t make. it.
you said i wanna do too much i said it wasn’t enough.
now i rap and wright freely and poetically ,
take pictures, yea i do photography
and im designing bitch now who is gone stop me.?
who said i couldn’t doit all?
who said i coultn doit all?
who said i couldn’t doit all?